Tuesday, July 15, 2008

orang terpinggir.....

bukan dari yang terbilang
lebih senang dipanggil jalang
kejahatan yang dibebani

suar di hujung bibir
miskin kehidupan
tak berhaluan kemudi lenyap dilautan

disitu duduk
disudut kekotoran.... pasrah mencium tanah
sang liar tahu diri

masakan orang terpinggir tak tahu asalnya....
matanya merah segumpal darah
pipinya basah rindukan rindu.....

siapa tahu jaring yang dikaitnya
sebesar hati .... selebar masa....
hasil tangkapan apakah yang di idamkan?

Saturday, July 12, 2008

r u sure u wanna be hit.... think long n hard before u answer...

hee hee i kill me but how am i supposed to know..... :)

...Oh baby baby, the reason I breathe is you
you've got me blinded
Oh pretty baby, theres nothin that I wouldnt do
Thats not the way I planned it......

Tuesday, July 01, 2008

an ol fav..... u just got to luv it.......




....Now it's closing time, the music's fading out
Last call for drinks, I'll have another teh.
Well I turn around to look at you, you're nowhere to be found,
I search the place for your lost face, guess I'll have another round
And I think that I just fell in love with you.......

Saturday, June 28, 2008

anyone else

recently we got hold of a pirated(no comments please) Juno dvd, watch it & love it.....
the dialogs kicks ass i tell ya plus wonderful
sountrack this is one of the song-

just check out this lines ....now this is what i call a love song .......the Moldy Peaches r wicked man!

I kiss you on the brain in the shadow of a train
I kiss you all starry eyed, my body's swinging from side to side
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

Squinched up your face and did a dance
You shook a little turd out of the bottom of your pants
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you



The lovers, the dreamers and me......

two versions both unique in its own.... but im sure u like the original
i like it for the wrong reason... coz it almost makes me cry....
i dedicate this song to all friends embarking on a long hard journey ahead... may all ya dreams turns to reality.... be safe & happy always.....

....Have you been half asleep
And have you heard the voices
Well, I've heard them calling my name
Is this the sweet sound
That calls the young sailors
The voice might be one and the same.....




she said

dont
try
to
carpet
the world
........ use slippers

rub shoulder with crazy...

u r bound to missed it when its gone.......

sense of anger creeps from abandonment
vacant lot
oh
why
even
bother
fish never affected by the salten sea

only 1 way fishes gets salty
when its dead n seasoned with salt

dont force it.......

never mind the crazies......
thay do what nobody wants
n will be near when u least expect it

UNO virginia slims mentholated smokes the sheikh awoke to reality....

i am wrong
for the
wrong reasons.....

Sunday, June 08, 2008

its easy,we r just crazy.....

on another plain
we think crazy tots most of the time
all the time
trying to laugh out all the sadness
hoping that no one sees the pain

do not
please.... do not asked of seriousness
for seriousness is reserved for solitude
if we share
there might not be enuff
tears left to purge.......

so we crazy
crazy is easier to explain n for u to avoid
n no one will get hurt this way
so we crazy like that

Tuesday, June 03, 2008

Dear Manja.....

Distant Sun

Tell me all the things you would change
I don't pretend to know what you want
When you come around and spin my top
Time and again, time and again
No fire where I lit my spark
I am not afraid of the dark
Where your words devour my heart
And put me to shame, put me to shame

When your seven worlds collide
Whenever I'm by your side
The dust from a distant sun
Will shower over everyone
Still so young to travel so far
Old enough to know who you are
Wise enough to carry the scars
Without any blame, there's no one to blame
It's easy to forget what you learned
Waiting for the thrill to return

Feeling your desire burn
And drawn to the flame

The dust from a distant sun
Will shower over everyone
And I'm lying on the table
Washed out in a flood
like a Christian fearing vengeance from above
I don't pretend to know what you want
But I offer love

if u are free & easy.... please make time to see

theres an enemy in raging cyan scratch on a red background resting on an aluminum plane that will pierced the eye .... giant kaleidoscopic zebra crossed eyed black on white "top" made ash burn burns
the simplicity within the complexity of two
different minds journeyin beyond the boundary of sight.....

Monday, June 02, 2008

haru

bila siang kan malam
bila senang kan susah
bila bangun kan rebah
bila tidur kan terjaga
bila meriah kan menyepi
bila kiri kan kanan
bila lurus kan bengkuk
bila cerah kan mendung
bila celik kan buta
bila hati
bila hati
bila hati kan fikir........

haru bila berfikir
berfikir membuatku haru
bahagialah mereka yang dapat cahaya hati
tak perlu lagi berfikir
kerna hakiki bertapak di benak nyata
nyata keyakinan itu ada
ada itu semua
semua itu ada
yang ada hidup hanya satu............





apa yang perlu difikirkan lagi

senyap

sepi

nokta

Friday, May 30, 2008

FAQ...

do u shave yor armpit hair
whats ya fav method
clean cut or left with some stubble
does it bleed
if it bleeds does it hurt
why go tru all the hassle
its not seen
its all tucked up hidden from view
not likely a spot that someone might fall in love wit
why even bother......






coz
its
not seen
thats
why.

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

what r we hoping for here

some kind of miracle
the dead dont hope fer nothin
then why the fear
its a brain cloud
an idea
not
link to the heart....

if the heart is free from the entrapment of the mind
we shall live

Monday, May 26, 2008

weird like

when the satellite is found
the senses all multiply by many folds
weird at first
but stonger for sure......

Sunday, May 25, 2008

the way it was remembered....

remember u read a lot
remember u talk alot
remember u loves music
remember u played it
remember u love to eat
remember u reaching euphoria in bites & bits
remember u calling me
remember u singing to the Cure's beat
remember u talkin bout love
remember u with darling of love
remember u looking at me looking at u
remember u asking me who are u
remember u tellin me the women u adore
remember the ones u abhor
remember u reciting the Truth
remember u tellin me the Truth
remember u abondoning the I
remember u abandoning the we
remember u asking who's there
remember u hearing me said why do u care
remember u sayin in spite
remember u sayin sorry infinite
remember u talkin bout Glory
remember u immersing in His Mercy
in all of those that i remember...
i remember the most that u were always smiling throughout
& me smiling back .........

your smile will be missed & theres no replacement of such.......

hite....

its all normal
till the gap opens
they say jack is dark

dimensions dissects
with no limitations
Stipe's "said too much
i havent said enuff"

at times certain sentences
that were meant for quiet tots & quiet dreams
were blurted out loud
misconstrued ..... of coz

if jack's heart hv total control over his mind
he wud not be here
its a daily struggle just to be

seeing the easy way out
is the hardest way in
that vagabond is pure
free from the multi faceted corruption of social games we play

dreaming of vagabonds
the being & becoming
at times these manifested in daily life
but hidden by tangibles that he keeps

he is laughing & talking to himself
its only natural
for noone truly understands him but himself..........

yeah.....then again if u ask me
Jacks full of s.........

Monday, May 19, 2008

meet joe black

it gets better everytime i watch it.... the whole 180mins of it .... the cast, the acting, the script, the setting.....

these are just some of my fav dialogues from the movie..

William Parrish
: Love is passion, obsession, someone you can't live without. If you don't start with that, what are you going to end up with? Fall head over heels. I say find someone you can love like crazy and who'll love you the same way back. And how do you find him? Forget your head and listen to your heart. I'm not hearing any heart. Run the risk, if you get hurt, you'll come back. Because, the truth is there is no sense living your life without this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love - well, you haven't lived a life at all. You have to try. Because if you haven't tried, you haven't lived.
William Parrish: [Walking along a crowded sidewalk] You know, I got to thinking. With you here and seemingly occupied, how's your work going, I mean, elsewhere?
Joe Black: While you were shaving this morning, you weren't just shaving.
William Parrish: What do you mean?
Joe Black: You were hatching ideas, making plans, arriving at decisions, right?
William Parrish: Yeah, I guess so
Joe Black: So you get the concept. While part of you is doing one thing, another part of you is doing another, perhaps even attending to the problems of your work. Correct?
William Parrish: Of course
Joe Black: So you understand the idea. Congratulations, Bill. Now multiply that by infinity, take that to the depth of forever, and you still will barely have a glimpse of what I'm talking about. [Bill stops, Joe keeps walking, Bill takes Joes arm and stops him from getting hit by a car...again]
Joe Black: Don't be feisty, sista.
Jamaican Woman: I not be feisty mista. You com' for me that's good news.
Joe Black: Can do no right by people. I com' to take you you want to stay - I leave you stay, you want to go.
William Parrish: You know about money, don't you?
Joe Black: It can't buy happiness?
Joe Black: I don't care Bill. I love her.
William Parrish: How perfect for you - to take whatever you want because it pleases you. That's not love.
Joe Black: Then what is it?
William Parrish: Some aimless infatuation which, for the moment, you feel like indulging - it's missing everything that matters.
Joe Black: Which is what?
William Parrish: Trust, responsibility, taking the weight for your choices and feelings, and spending the rest of your life living up to them. And above all, not hurting the object of your love.
Joe Black: So that's what love is according to William Parrish?
William Parrish: Multiply it by infinity, and take it to the depth of forever, and you will still have barely a glimpse of what I'm talking about.
Joe Black: Those were my words.
William Parrish: They're mine now.

Jamaican Woman: It nice it happen to you. Like you come to the island and had a holiday. Sun didn't burn you red-red, just brown. You sleep and no mosquito eat you. But the truth is, it bound to happen if you stay long enough. So take that nice picture you got in your head home with you, but don't be fooled. We lonely here mostly too. If we lucky, maybe, we got some nice pictures to take with us.

Allison: So tell me Joe... How come a man as attractive, intelligent, well-spoken... diffident in the most seductive way, and yet... powerful... is all alone in this world?

William Parrish: It's hard to let go, isn't it?
Joe Black
: Yes it is, Bill.
William Parrish: Well that's life. What can I tell you?
dialogues taken frm www.imdb.com

Sunday, May 18, 2008

how will you go?

when u know the things u know
where does it come from?
can u claim thats its yor effort?
the zillions of books u read the hundreds of mentors u keep
then what about that 5 year old boy who can do math
n speak 5 languages
can the parents claim to be responsible for the outcome
why are we so concern bout the brain development
n pay less attention to the development of the heart
i mean the hearts gets hurt most of the time tru out our lives
is it not logical to make it "bigger & stronger"
we look at the practicality of things the logical side
yet we suffer emotionally most of our lives
where am i going with all of this ?
nowhere
n learning how to go everywhre at the same time..........
now is that logical from your expensive educations point of view?

anyone?

Friday, May 16, 2008

when i talk .......

then its means absolutely nothing at all
no value in a void